I speak now

Its late and the Neo Citron has not kicked in...I can hardly wait for that heavy sleep, I think I want it too much. The day just keeps rolling around in my head, there doesn't seem to be time for anything, except for the shit everybody else wants from me...lol, my life is so complicated how do I do it..... you know its funny because I actually feel that way, sometimes. But I try to remember some people have to worry about more than themselves (kids, dogs, wives, orchards, chickens) and I feel ashamed...no I don't .....but maybe I should....there isn't time though, so... In the mean time Bobby has treated us to some spicy deli meats, provolone and baguette. I love it! I 've got some Kelly Jo Phelps playing in the back ground, and it just keeps getting later.